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Sunday, December 11, 2005

 

oh my God its been crazy

 

 Posted 12/11/2005 6:13 PM - 3 Views - 22 eProps - 27 comments

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Homigosh!!

Yeah it has... hasn't it? Midterms being this week and all.. ergh. That bites!!

Oh and, you know Eric.. the guy that you drew all over his pictures on my binder.... we got back together last night.. just thought maybe you'd like to know that so you could stop hating him!! lol Loves ya Austino!!

See j00 tomorrow! ((Like the new layout, by the way! Even though I've never listened to Norma Jean...))

Posted 12/11/2005 8:34 PM by Touchme_Imawesome - reply

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hey..

well YEA i told laith to drown you..but you know i didnt mean it..i may be mean..but im not that hateful..you probably think otherwise..but hmmm..it doesnt bother me..but yea i thought id stop by and give you a comment for an early x-mas present..and i was just gonna leave it..but then i saw my name so i figured id let you know..not to make any little retarded comments about me..becuase you dont know whats going on in my life..annd it sucks becuase i cant tell anyone about it..of course i coulda told you..but you know the story..thats one thing i miss...but yea i just figured id let you know..this isnt a peace offering..im still not ready for that..well see ya around..

E> ME..

Posted 12/12/2005 7:00 AM by CARley09 - reply

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((^^^seeeee....i toooold yooooou^^^))) hahahaha

newayz....i think you are ABSOLUTELY AMAZING/beautiful and.....

d-d-d-d-DANG.....look at that b-b-b-b-b-BOOTAY

tee hee love me

Posted 12/13/2005 9:10 PM by XbIgJoHnSoN913X - reply

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Hey. Your welcome for the comment..and I am mean to you and its because we both know it wasn’t supposed to end like it did..and I guess I was wishing it hadnt ended like that..but I do say mean stuff to your friends..of course you know..lol..and im sorry..i wont say anything else because its stupid and immature and I don’t have time for it..lol..and plus I know it hurts..and even when I say it it hurts me a little after I do and I start to think about it..I guess its because im trying to convince myself that I should hate you..even though I don’t because we have been through too much together..even though it was only 5 months..and your ok at lunch..it bugs me maggie ditches me for you though//oh well..but when you cuss at lunch it when it makes me the maddest..i know its dumb..=/.. I know youre sorry for cheating on me..it sucked for me..becuase you did a wonderful job at making me look down on myself now..i shouldn’t..but I do..its hard not to//when you did that to me its hard to explain, but you know what people said about us, that we would never break up, and you acted like you cared so much about me and then all the cheating started..it makes me wonder now about me and kyle..especially since me and him arent even going out..and the thing that is keeping us from being together is because I get jealous..and I get jealous because he talks to other girls..and since I cant see all the good stuff in me I get mad at him when hes with other girls who I think are better than me..and well its all retarded//and im still not ready for me and you to talk face to face..it is going to take a while..sometimes before I come to school I think that that day will be the day when I at least say hi to you..but then I see you and all these mixed up feelings come back and I just walk by you..and ill keep it in mind that you are there to talk to.. and if I ever do call you..dont be surprised if its in the middle of the night or at some awkward time..i wont say a lot..i don’t know what ill do, but just know if some idiot is calling at 3 in the morning its me..but you shouldn’t be getting any calls//well hopefully not because if I do call you its so much more important than you could ever imagine/and that’s all I can say...its been a month and counting since ive been through hell..and its all some stupid stuff ive done..no one understands about it..and when the major thing happened a month ago on Monday I wanted things to be like they used to be between us just so you could listen..if I wasn’t so damn stubborn then we could be friends..but I don’t want to talk to you mainly because I don’t know how I will react..if I will start to like you again or if I will hate you…anything could happen..and I have to get this outta the way..your probably like I don’t care about her dern life story..no thanks..lol..but anyways..when you yelled at me about the logan thing it sucked//what he did really happened no matter what you think..and the thing that bothered me the most is that the first words passed in between us was you yelling at me when you didn’t even know what you were talking about..but that’s over too..and its cool. But I guess Im finally getting this stuff slowly out of my system , little by little..and well just comment back//if you want..

 CARley

           
Posted 12/14/2005 6:59 AM by CARley09 - reply

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Holy freakin Jesus thats too long

Posted 12/14/2005 6:59 AM by CARley09 - reply

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hey.well..yea that comment was long..sorry..lol..but im in FLORIDA right now..skipping my exams until after X-MAS//isnt that wonderful.=/
but..i dont lnow if i will call..things are ok with me now..sorta..kyle..yea..he WAS being a jerk today..to the point where i was close to blocking him outta my life..but for some reason i cant..im an idiot..but DAKOTA..hes great..he came up to me all serious and was telling me he was happy that we are "talking" on this thing and that i was nice to do it..but hey..its no big..but its wierd..it is still going to take a while..because it is so awkward between us..and we were really close..those late night conversations..OMG..trying to block those from my head at the moment..lol..j/k..they were cool..and well i havent been that close to anyone and since im a girl and it just ended like that..like it was never there i will take way longer than you to get comfortable again..but yea..its late..and ive been on a plane..im tired..so im going to sleep!!

CARley

(you know the routine)lol

Posted 12/15/2005 12:08 AM by CARley09 - reply

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capitalize God in your entry

Posted 12/15/2005 12:08 AM by CARley09 - reply

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hey chick, yeah just to patch things up a bit.. I drew that orange for YOU.. out of the goodness of my heart.. not that whore Em-O-lee

<3 Danielle x3
Posted 12/15/2005 9:18 PM by xharsh_x3 - reply

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i dont know if i will call you..i might it depends on how i feel//but if you want you can put that stuff on here that you want to talk about..or it might be to "personal" or whatever so its cool..and well THANK YOU for capitalizing God..im not a hard core Christian or anything but i do what i can..well yea..Florida is fun..we watched movies/ate pizza/and just plain chilled!! so its been a blast!! and the late night convos..were strange..and it was wierd how they stopped..it like nothing ever happened..well im going to go to bed..its 10:30 here ( 9:30 ) there..lol..but im tired..i didnt go to bed until late last night and i woke up early!!! so HOLLER

 CARley

Posted 12/15/2005 10:33 PM by CARley09 - reply

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whooooooa! austin and carley . . . speaking to one another? miracles do happen. =]] totaly jay kaying on that one. hope you did excelente on that espanol examen! lovve you buddy bear!
Posted 12/15/2005 10:35 PM by jolligreenjiant06 - reply

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AwWw..  e're gonna be best friends forever.. and EVER...!!!!!!!!!

<3 Danielle x3
Posted 12/16/2005 7:58 AM by xharsh_x3 - reply

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hey you! just saying hi!!

sorry i dont talk to you at school. im not stuck up i swear!!!

lol

xoxoxo

your amazing!!!!!

Posted 12/17/2005 9:11 AM by Evalyn_23 - reply

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hey...well i might call you..and thats cool you had fun at the underoath concert..i had fun watching movies with my padre..anyways..im gonna go..and like i said i might call you im sitll kinda shaky about talking to you!

CARley

Posted 12/17/2005 3:17 PM by CARley09 - reply

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hello...best friend in the whole world!!!!!!! gosh..you and your sister are just plain wonderful.....im glad you had fun at underoath...i wish i could have been there......... : (     

**** all i gotta say is that u n shelby are basically GREAT..... ******

10v3.......your best friend........**

Posted 12/17/2005 11:50 PM by Ashbobash8 - reply

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hello...best friend in the whole world!!!!!!! gosh..you and your sister are just plain wonderful.....im glad you had fun at underoath...i wish i could have been there......... : (     

**** all i gotta say is that u n shelby are basically GREAT..... ******

10v3.......your best friend........**

Posted 12/17/2005 11:50 PM by Ashbobash8 - reply

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WOOPS........SORRY............****

Posted 12/17/2005 11:51 PM by Ashbobash8 - reply

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sup dude love u to ur my here O
Posted 12/18/2005 3:38 PM by XPistolsXAnXStarsX - reply

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Hey man! It's Ben Smith.

I just wanted to let you know that your background rules.

...And so does The Chariot! Too bad i couldn't have gone to that show on friday.

Posted 12/18/2005 10:40 PM by fireonthestreets - reply

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Not much man. I'm sure it was awesome. I caught the chariot back in June, and they owned. Even when they weren't headlining.

Dude, if you like hardcore, you should come see my band's show (September Burning) on February 4th at the Muse!!! We'll be playing with In a dying light and A plea for purging. You should definitely try and come man!

Posted 12/18/2005 10:47 PM by fireonthestreets - reply

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austin!!can you not comment a person back..i wanna work out what we can on here because you know the deal about me talking to you face to face..i wanna be friends..but im not working for it by myself..i need ur help!

Posted 12/19/2005 12:46 AM by CARley09 - reply

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AuStIn...Mi SeXy beast!! how have u been lover!..i've been missing the doody outta YOU!..so i thought i'd SAY HeY!....well comment me bak!..I lOVE u!

<3..jenn!

Posted 12/19/2005 2:19 PM by KizzMeELuvU3 - reply

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wow so wuts up with u n carley actually conversating?? never thought that would happen again!! lol but i was just sayin hey///ttul

</3ALiciA cAStOn

Posted 12/19/2005 6:16 PM by BaCKsEaT_WinDOwsUp_atSHS - reply

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hey! i know what youre talking about..and i do think youre wierd..lol..so dont worry about that!! ive always thought you were wierd..=]//and i know how you feel..becuase we used to be so close and then it just ended..and we are basically total strangers now..and we havent talked in so long//and it feels like we are complete strangerss//we have both changed,,but remember what you wanna say to me..because i might talk to you sooner than you think..well im not sure this comment came out exactly how i wanted it too..but you know what i mean..well..comment back!!the faster you comment..the closer we are to talking

carley

Posted 12/19/2005 8:58 PM by CARley09 - reply

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hello...........

....u n ur sister are wonderful........

...................10v3......@$h

Posted 12/19/2005 11:13 PM by Ashbobash8 - reply

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ive always thought you were wierd..lol..even when we were together..not a  bad wierd..a wierd like i can be retarded as hell and you could still out do me!! ya get it? its not bad..but i think these comments are helping..and i know that they arent exactly getting the job done..but im scared to talk to you..you changed me when we were together and since we havent been together i havent had anything to really make me happy..and if i do find something that makes me happy i end up losing it and messing up my entire families life..but ive changed so much..and im scared to death to let you see that..because i few things ive done i think will hurt you//and i dont want that//because it would hurt me more..and i know you could careless about "me and kyle" but he has helped me in a major way..but i think if we still had what we used to, then i would have never needed anyones help..its so hard to explain because i dont want to let you know the truth about who i am..all i can say is is that im fake..my smile..my laughs..i dont have anyone anymore..it sucks..well whenever i get my dads home phone number ill give tit o you since im in florida now..i cant get it from him now because hes asleep..and if i can get it to you tomorrow..if you call, call before 3 becuase ill be home alone..well bye!!=]

carley..

Posted 12/20/2005 1:44 AM by CARley09 - reply

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